It's been a while. But I'm still here. This past week has gone slow yet ever so quickly. And to think now that it's only tuesday make me more depressed. My stomach has been murdering me these last two days and I don't know why. Maybe I'm catching something. Hopefully not though, cause I'm not even sure if I got my insurance back. Sunday though, I got a good heathly rant with Renee and Mel. And Renee founds some good songs for us to do with the band, so the future looks that much brighter. I always hate the week days and look forward to the weekends, yet my weekends are still busy as the weekday. This suck intensly. Homecoming game is on friday and I really really want to go. But I don't know if my mom is gonna let me take off work or if my stomach is gonna kill me by then. I hope not. And I still have yet to find a dress for the following saturday. Not good. And Sunday they'll all expect me to be wide awake and happy for Sunday school. I do plan on being there, just not awake. Or happy. And Sianna wants to know if I'm going to the Toby Mac concert that night. She said she'll buy my ticket and everything. But I might just be dead by then with the super-busy-weekendness and the unending-stomach-pain. Ouch, ouch, ouch.
But I seriously need to save all my complaining for next week. Next week might possibly be one of the worst weeks of my life. As much as I want to be 16, I'd rather not have next week come. With the possibility of watching Raykwon all week. ( shoot me ) and doing my homework, finding food, and trying not to die or loneliness. But I refuse. I refuse. I refuse. I might end up staying at my aunts house which, honestly would probably make me more depressed. If I get my permit Friday, I'll be a lot happier, but still. I want to bring cupcakes or something to my classes so I can find something to celebrate. I'm not big on celebrating my birthdays, but I don't want to be super emo that day either.
OH. And did I mention I'll be working just about every night next week? Yeah. Even on the sour 16. At least I'll be making money.
Earlier I believe I mentioned that it's only Tuesday. Just now I realized how thankful I am for this Tuesday. It makes next week much further away. And starting on October 7th, the rest of that month will be hell. HELL. HELL.
Oops. I'm suppose to be optimistic. So then, on the bright side: JIGOKU SHOUJO SEASON THREE. Woot,woot. I've been waiting for this season of that anime forever. It comes out October, something. I don't know, the thing just said October. Which means soon. :) yay.
16 YEARS!! Even though that day was suck tremendously, I'll be able to say I'm 16. Hip hip.
Um. Currently those are the only things I can think of. But hey, I tried. I'll just keep thinking of those. Mostly the first one, since the second one can be linked back to my pessimistic thoughts. Oh noes.
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