One comes to an end, one starts a beginning.

I can't say that I'll use this blog often. I'm much too dedicated to livejournal. I've used it for years, and I don't plan on changing that. However it's not quite the same as it used to be. Before it was if I was telling a semi-story of my day/week/whatever to my friends or whomever was listening. I'm not a very open kind of person, but speaking behind the livejournal was easier then saying things aloud. I could read through friends journals and they could read through mine. It wasn't super personal or anything, not like a diary, but it was fun and interesting. Over the years, however, less and less people use it. In fact, I think I'm the only one that still uses it as often as I do lol. Even now, I don't post to it as much as I did 3 or 4 years ago, but I do keep it up. It's a good ranting site, and a place to put my dreams. BUT. I decided to make this one because I wanted to try something new. Not as cool as Lj but it'll work lol. Anyway, the youth room is beginning to look pretty good. I wasn't too hot about the colors at first but over all I think the best colors were choosen. It's good for both girls and boys so we won't be scaring off the gentlemen lol. And once everything is put together it will look good. I'm making myself think positive. BUT I'm not too sure about the one brick per person thing. I hope we don't have to pay too. This year yg has murdered my money.I don't think it'll look dreadful but Idk.. I envisioned it to be more like a fun playful attack of the youth thing. and as long as no one made it ridiculously large it'd be alright. But I don't have much say it anything so I'll deal. I'm so glad my old painting got painted over though. I hated that so much :P. I could of made it better. I can't wait til the whole youth room comes together. It'll be good...hopefully. I think I'll go tomorrow to the young adult study to help moves things back in. I just hope I don't die from cramps.
So. I was thinking today and I realized how pessimistic I am. I've always known this but I never really thought about it. So for every negative thing I see I'm going to try to find twice as many positive. I hope this is possible XD.
I seriously need to stop taking forever to do my homework. I had to do five days of homework today. It sucked. This year is the hardest yet. Lol. Freshman year I NEVER did homework. Seriously. Now I HAVE to do it. Insane right? What kind of high school makes you do homework < / sarcasm >
OH. I think I'll finish write my story. I was enjoying that.